Camp 2009

July Winters

Happy 23rd Birthday Melissa!!!

Melissa is one of those people who blesses the people in her life, she's known as the tiny curly dark haired quiet girl, and people mistake her has being 12 which makes me probably more mad then it does her. Melissa is my sister, and therefore my leader in many ways. She's the best listener when you have problems and you need to spill. She's sensative and caring. She may be tiny but she's got a huge heart, and alot of spittin fire in her. I love her to pieces, she's the best big sister ever!

So I kinda fell of the train back there with my blogs, I wish it was because I have a very happening life, or am just oh so busy, or better yet I wish it was because I were at camp!!!

I spent last week at my favorite place in the country, Beaver Creek Bible Camp which was flippin amazing! I met amazing people, and re-met others, I have the greatest friends there, and it was so awesome to just be surrounded by so many cool people all week long, something I just dont get much of these days, for the first time in way to long I could finally feel Gods presence. I had a cabin full of amazing girls, and we were able to bless each other so much.

At camp I really felt like myself again, like myself and also was able to BE myself, just let loose. (which bascially means I acted like I was on crack all week lol) It was so refreshing and nice, all week I was a lil concerned that I would crash at the end of it all, for when I'd come back to the city but I figured Id be fine. I had so many people pray for me and just really felt that God was backing me up, Ya well not so much.....I pretty much crashed even before the week was over, and I just dont get it why that has to happen. I came back to the city and I actually feel like it was all just a lil whirlwind dream, I feel like God spoke to me at camp and then coming back to the city I feel like I left Him behind...

Im having a sucky week, just knowing camp is going on still, and I can`t be there drives me into a pit. I made a decision though, cuz this is the second year that its happened.. I think I gotta just make it priority to go for the whole summer. I just feel like I should be there, its where I belong when its summer. NONETHELESS Im super thankful that I got to at least do 1 week, some people dont even get that much. Yay for tomorrow when I can go back to the sticks, and possibly pay a visit to sweet BCBC. :)

On a higher note, heres some pics from my sweet as week! well actually this thing is being dumb about me draggin them down to the bottom here, so Im gonna just make a new blog entry and stick them in there