So summer finally came yay! so far its been filled with quality swimsuit time, Sophia's wedding, days at the Red River Ex with friends, fishing with Dad, and sleepyness... thats right never in my life have I been so tired from day to day to day, you'd think that there was something wrong with me. I think if I went to bed early enough to go with the early morning, I might cope better, but its not in my nature to go to bed when the suns still out! So I drag my feet all morning and wake up sometime in the afternoon, when the kids are all sleeping. Today I biked to work, it takes like 7 minutes opposed to the 2 minutes it takes to drive, and I had always said that my mon wed fri house I'd bike.. so yesterday i dragged my bike out. It was actually kinda nice, Im a sidewalk biker though, cuz A I dont have a helmet, ive never owned one in my lifetime, and B Im way to chicken to drive with the cars and would most definetly get killed. I just feel guilty going across the crosswalks, but whatever.Yesterday was a planning day for me, I was in the mood to plan things, so I sat down with a pen paper and the internet, and planned my whole trip back to Australia via Hawaii, flights dates hotels the whole caboodle, got it priced out. Now I just need to go through with it... but I realize Im not just a lil scared Im SUPER scared that the second time around would seriously suck, cuz the first time was practically a movie, totally epic! Im also scared that my friends there would be different... like that we wouldn't actually be great friends anymore cuz life has gone on since... So I dunno now, either way I need a lil shove from God to get the ball rolling. Once I was done planning that I started planning my wedding.... a lil early I know, but with everyone around me getting married I think of ideas and I want to remember them when my time comes, so I started writing, it was really fun, I thought of colors and photographers, decorations, dresses and rings.. i know its subject to change though... when I get a man in the picture.
2 comments:
i can promise you, the second time is not going to be exactly the same. it will be what you make it. don't hype it up too much and don't go there expecting everything to be the same, nothing is the same the second time!
My second time in europe was very different, but equally as fun! I was a bit older, wiser, and more organized!
love it that you sat down and planned wedding stuff... i actually make a list from time-to-time that i entitle "if i got married tomorrow". it allows me to be outrageous b/c the cost and amount of bridesmaids and all of that is subject to change.
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